don't pretend

I wake up in the middle of the night...staring up at the ceiling...another bad dream..I just wish for the strength to me alive and help me go back to sleep another fraud another fake...it all turned out to be it always was but everyone was blinded by your mask only I Could see the REAL YOU...What keeps someone sane when they Feel they are going insane?...someones calling my name...just been cast away...they wouldn't understand they'll never truly see what I truly am...what YOU truly are... stop pretending like you care stop making people believe that you even care cause I know the truth you don't anymore actually i don't think you ever did...we all live in a world that judges all that they see...in this place that only seems to drag you down..I'm sorry if I'm not good enough person..if you only knew then maybe you'd understand... but I'm not okay anymore...its broken me inside...its been a rough journey and Ive finally broken. stop it! stop pretending anymore your mask will fall down someday n reveal the truth!