Listen carefully

Once again I thought of it...it seems years since we have spoken...that we've really truly spoken.. it just seems to happen.. no one is like me inside...listen carefully to the message its for all to hear... tell me if anyone is there... I know that there will be no alternative way... I know I just... I've looked everywhere... I've waited for so long for someone to say " It's okay, take my hand and keep going." it's been erased...Everyone has flown away as if I'm a plague or a curse.. Listen carefully to what I have to say and tell me is there someone there? I don't belong here anymore...wait I guess I never really did... you may say things about me but you will never see what happens now...no, you will not have an alternative way anymore...the mask is forever stuck on your face...this is who you are and who you will ALWAYS be...