Monday, December 29, 2008

Like a Roaring Wind

I can see it in her eyes and it has bugging me all day and i can see that she wants to cry..u can see she has been acting really strange..when he starts talking and complaining I tend to tune him out cause what's the point in listening anymore? It doesn't even matter anymore cause I know its just gonna be a bunch of lies and I just know what he's going to say..."I ain't good enough"...and then the tears start pouring even though I don't want them to...they just start flowing and that's when i know that its coming...when you see the rain falling you know that the pain is coming...just like a roaring wind he breaks and rips everything in his way. The way you have hurt me and now I'm left with the pain. But I can't say that I'm surprised cause to you life has always been like a game...and you said exactly what I knew you would say. And it does hurt in that I won't lie cause it does, but I won't let it hurt me as bad as it could cause someone has shown me to let it just slide and go with the flow cause none of it is true. But I can just know when its all coming..the tears and the pain but after it all I'm just left with the pain and my life is some what shattered but I have to pick up the pieces. Just start new ... a new beginning and slowly put everything back together again. I will be strong I will go on for myself...I know I can make it through even if its painful..

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