Sometimes

Sometimes I lock myself from the world.
Sometimes I dream of better times and a better place.
Sometimes we want to feel happy but all that comes is sadness.
Sometimes people hurt us without thinking.
Sometimes I just want to scream.
Sometimes I want to dance all the anger away.
Sometimes I want to talk to someone and feel less lonely.
Sometimes I find myself crying at night.
Sometimes I pray for hours.
Sometimes I can't sleep because my mind races all night.
Sometimes I'm scared of what others will say of me.
Sometimes I just want to run and keep on running...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough.
Sometimes I want to just say " Stop it can't you see your words are hurting me" But when I seem to speak I can't.
Sometimes I lose my voice when I try to speak.
Sometimes I hate myself for letting everything get to me.
Sometimes I scream with all my might silently in my mind.
Sometimes I just wonder why.
Sometimes I wonder if someone cares for me.
Sometimes I'm scared of being in my own house.
Sometimes I want to forget but just can't.
Sometimes I try to look strong but I'm weak sometimes.
Sometimes I want to cry but I find that I have no tears left.
Sometimes I wish better times were here.
Sometimes I wish I could see that someone was proud of me.
Sometimes I wonder why the world is so cruel.
Sometimes I can see the pain and loneliness in my eyes.
Sometimes I can see I'm not the only one who wants to just scream and feel less lonely.
Sometimes...