Why

Why is that when you try to do something right its never good enough? Why is that people say means things to hurt us when all we have done nothing but good? Why is it that I can cry myself to sleep every night? Why can't I just forget? Why can't I just not feel? Why do I get mad and sad every time? Why do we have to lose friends and family? Why can't I be the daughter my father wants to be? Why can't I be good enough? Why must he pick out my imperfections? Whats wrong with me? Why cant I be normal?