WHO

Who is that girl I see smiling and laughing with her friends having a good time? Is she really happy? Can their be pain, sadness, seen in her eyes? Does she really want to just scream and tell everyone what she really feels inside? Or is she really happy? Why can't I be like that? Happiness is what seems like something foreign to me sometimes. Who is she? I can hear her call to me but I can't seem to understand her feelings, all warm and fuzzy and happy. For all I feel is dry, cold, wet, hurt, lonely, and depressed. What is this happiness? Will I one day find out how this feels? Or will my frost bitten cold heart never melt? I still ask myself who is she? Is she real? Will he become real to me someday? I just wait patiently till I can see her...and becomes real...