A Starving Soul

you know how they clip a birds wings? that's how I feel..as if they tore my wings apart and just left me there alone...No use in flying because I can't ...can't fly to freedom. My eyes seem to go back to that day...seeing the hurt that was done. beat me instead of them...pain is all i seem to feel. I'll go where secrets are untold...where roses start to unfold...I'll all asleep maybe then time will go by. Is hurting here where i belong dreaming of a happier place, blood on my hands to be strong. the flowers seem to have faded. i don't belong there seems no right way to heal what is wrong. I can't throw up anymore don't even want to try... Why must I cry? My fire is burning out...go ahead KILL my flame without a frown..What do you see a starving soul... hungry for some love and warmth...So i close my eyes once more...can't fly...secrets untold...blood on my hands to make me strong...yea right i don't belong...freedom...dreaming...A starving soul...