Shadow

My shadow is going must faster then me...
I don't know what to do...sometimes I think if I'm not alone...I mean from being alone at all...
I guess with time you grow immune to it...will it get the best of me? Lift me up then throw me down? Will it defeat me? Will i learn to get up? After everything I loved was teared from me. I don't know what to do. I stare into the mirror and my reflection is a big blur...out of focus so much..confusing...delusions...waiting for a turn now I can see through it all...hearing warnings that no one sees or hears...must I learn to somehow love the things I am afraid of? Even if it has taken all that I learned to love from me? Maybe I can't or shouldn't...or don't have to hold my head higher than my heart with its feelings...I just hope that I';m not alone...where's the truth? Its fading away too quickly...my shadow is moving...I get to thinking maybe I should move with it too...
I just hope I'm not alone...