I promise you I'll be back

Wandering towards the back...looking down towards the ground..
suddenly I look up and stop dead in my tracks...just standing there both of our eyes locked on each other for almost a minute but it seemed like an eternity. I wanted to just run over and give him a huge hug and say that it was good to see him again but knowing that I couldn't but I knew he could see in my eyes what I wanted to say. He could read my mind. But no yet no not yet could we do this. Looking into his dark brown boyish eyes I could read it "I'm Sorry" is what I could read off. I hadn't seen him for almost a year but I never forgot the message he left on my phone the night everything happen " Your the one that has always helped me through every time...every time you were there telling me to be strong and not fall...but yet by my actions here I find myself to have fallen...but it wasn't because of you or my family it was because of me and my foolish actions. I'm sorry for the pain I cause you and my family...but one thing I want to tell you is that I promise you I'll try real hard and come back...I promise...I'll be back" I can still hear his voice sadden and scared playing over and over in my head. I couldn't help but look back slightly there he was actually sitting there...somehow I couldn't believe he was really there...it felt as if I was dreaming...that it was a dream and that I would wake up...but I didn't wake up from any dream...it was real it was reality. Seeing him again same old him...with his same dark brown boyish eyes and see that shyness on his face. I wanted to talk to him but I couldn't but I really wanted to so badly. Afterwards when he got up to leave he waited at the door for a little bit until I turned and looked back our eyes locking once again...all I heard and all I could read is "I promise I'll be back I promise you..."
Just by him being there gave me some hope. I still have faith that he'll be back...
"I promise you I'll be back..."