Look Where We Are Now

I guess you could say I need a break from life....a break from everything...everyday its the same there is no change. I just want to step out of the same old routine and have the warm light shine on me. I just want to laugh so hard till I have tears in my eyes..but look at where we are now...look at where we stand now...I'd rather just go somewhere...I want to just hang out with my friends and have a good time but you seem to always just nag the whole time...I just want to do this without your nagging...I want to just let go of everything...but look at where we are now...Life sometimes just happens so fast and sometimes it just goes so slow. If I could just change direction it would be so nice but look at where we are now..is that possible?