Another Day

Another day...the sun is slowly creeping in and I can't hide beneath the covers no more...Another day I have read these words many times before. Here it comes again I can feel it...same old feeling....feeling the same way over again...thinking the same thoughts again and again...no matter how much I wish not to and just pretend I don't but I do. Another day when I can't seem to find my mind..when my feet seem to have a mind of its own. Hoping and trying to be able to stand straight on the floor...I seem to feel the same way. Sometimes I wonder how I go into the unknown but somehow find my way back...I go out searching for what is lost...but still haven't found it...maybe in the end I'll find it once again and not feel this same old feeling again.