Pebble

Where am I tonight?
I'm fighting against the feeling that is tearing at me...its a dark and painful one. What I would give to get rid of it and beat this feeling that slowly tears at me...I would walk a great distance to be freed from it...someone once told me they would want to be as if drugged to the point of numbness...I guess then you wouldn't feel anything no pain, no anger, no sadness, nothing. Here I pick up a small pebble and cast it into the water watching the ripples grow and fade outward...someday I hope my pain will be like those ripples..just keep fading away..rippling away until they are completely gone.