I don't know why

Here I lay waiting for the sun to rise...don't ask me why...because I don't even know why...I don't know why I didn't just fall asleep...and dreamed away..here I wait I can see the sun wanting to kiss the sun good morning. When a new day comes I wish I cold just fly away...instead of falling straight to the ground...catching the tears in my hand My heart is beating slow beats...but somehow everything is on my mind...forever...its like a bottomless sea...its keeps going and it's never ending...just wanting to run down the street all alone...something makes me want to run. The sound of my feet are like the beating of a drum. I don't know why I didn't just go to sleep...I don't know why I can't sleep.