Control

Here I find myself on a one-way road...only a couple dim lights to lead me on...there I stand...turn my music on....the song slowly starting...the beat slowly taking over my mind and body...release and out of control...As I run forward my shadow is the only one who has my back...I'm the only one on this one-way road but I don't care I don't mind being the only one on the road...running and running...Life or death...its either one...they can say what they what but they ain't better they me...we disagree and that's all we ever will do....so I don't mind being here on this dark road running through the darkness not knowing whats there...not knowing what could be hiding behind the dark shadows...maybe I'll find myself ...there.... its all messed up...in pain and hurt....running and running until I go numb cause of the cold wind brushing against my face...I try not to be hearing what they say...cause it all ain't true its all a bunch of crap... if you would only leave me alone and go away..please...just go...you mad at me for living my life straight and staying outta trouble...that ain't my problem...that's your own...don't talk about me behind my back...if you got something to say say it to my face...feel my pain...you just fronting hard...as if we don't know who you really are..go head talk..I'm listening...take it all...risk it all...I'm listening say it to my face...go ahead...say it...if you can leave messages disrespecting...then come and say it to my face...just leave me alone and go away...I'm outta control can't take it anymore sometimes. So I just run and run and I'll keep running to out run the pain for a little while...going through the darkness....darkness...control.....run.... run....pain....numb.....go AWAY.