I Cannot

I'd be lying if I said I felt nothing. I could be proving you right with my silence. Am I letting you win without my reaction? How can I explain? I can't...I cannot be confused or mislead one more time. Would I be whining if I said I needed a hug? How can I complain? I cannot complain. I cannot help but wonder why you do this...you think your the right one...the charmed one...how can you live w such conviction? And who do you think you are? To question things you have no right to? To question me? Why do you affect me? Why do you affect me still? Why do you hinder me? Why do you make my blood boil? Why do trigger my anger?? Why do you bother?