Today...i woke up to a phone call..more crap...it truly pissed me off and angered me what i heard..the desperation in her voice not knowing what to do...what kind of person are YOU?...I mean come on seriously your actions are pure STUPID!...I mean come on do YOU even think???? The danger that you are putting her, your unborn baby, and son...I can't believe YOU!....seriously YOU disgust me...okay if you don't have the guts to take responsibility of your life and your actions after everything you have been through...then wow you are just plain... plain... I don't even think there is a proper word to describe YOU. I mean come on sometimes I wonder what the heck you are thinking leaving your wife the woman carrying your unborn daughter at home by herself you not only hurt her physically but emotionally and mentally...and to do what?? Go get drunk as hell...go partying...with other women...do drugs...I can't even speak to YOU...okay you say you want your freedom?? Well maybe you should have though about that before getting married...when you yourself said you wanted to change and that you would trade the I's for US...for you two. And now I heard this and I felt sick and angered and sad. Because we have tried helping you as much as we could possibly because we all care about you and seeing you slowly destroy you self little by little is something painful for them...for us...you say you wanna live your crazy life?? That this is who you are and that you won't change...that YOU won't ever change...cause of course your a so called VATO LOCO for life...right? Well that's just a bunch of crap...Okay fine go live your crazy life but leave me alone.....let her go instead of keeping her lock inside like some freaking animal in a box...she's a human for god sake! and then you tell her to go to hell and to stay out of your business?? really what kind of person are YOU? How the heck can you tell your wife this woman who put up with your crap and your problems and the one who said yes to you the one who committed to a marriage with you...and think about your son and your daughter...you are a man now you aren't a little boy anymore okay? YOU have to take responsibility for you actions...seriously this is just RIDICULOUS...I just don't know how you can be so stupid and do that stuff and the things you are involved in it isn't game.....its something serious...you think it's a game but in this world people won't play by your rules...no everything is taken seriously here...wake up open your eyes and see...think for once about what your actions will do....I have done all I can...I can't do anything...it you and your life...but what pains me is that she suffers and mostly my nephew he shouldn't have to go though that....it kills me that I can't do anything to help because I can't control your actions nor your outbursts of rage...I'm truly pissed off and hurt...hearing these things because I think to myself " HAVEN"T YOU LEARNED ANYTHING?" Obviously not because your in the same crap again...and seems like your not going to change...okay if you aren't going to change then at least let her go...because your not only harming yourself but your harming her, your baby, and you son and me....so many lies you have spoken...everything you said was a lie....lies lies lies...nothing but a big tangled web of lies....I really don't understand YOU.....I don't....I can't believe how dumb and stupid you are being....I truly don't understand...we have tried helping you and we have let things slide we have put up with a lot of your crap... but this is too much. I'm not going to try anymore...I'm done...yes I AM DONE....all you have cause is pain and suffering to all...every single day is some other crap with you....so go just LEAVE GO LIVE YOUR LIFE YOU WANT! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE...BUT KNOW THIS THAT I ALWAYS CARED FOR YOU AND I ALWAYS TRIED TO HELP I HAD FAITH IN YOU....WHEN NO ONE ELSE BELIEVED I DID...I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU IN THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE SAD TIMES...SO ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU NOW..IS ...THAT YOU ARE TRULY SELFISH AND JUST LEAVE US ALONE... GO LEAVE...GO LIVE YOUR CRAZY LIFE YOUR VATO LOCOS ARE WORTH NOTHING...THAT WON'T HELP YOU OUT IN THE END...YOU'LL SEE AND YOU'LL REMEMBER ME...YOU'LL REMEMBER THE WORDS I TRIED TO TELL YOU HOW I TRIED TO HELP YOU BUT YOU REFUSED...THAT'S YOUR OWN PROBLEM...BECAUSE WE HAVE ENDURED SO MUCH FOR YOU...BUT NOT ANYMORE...
YOU KNOW WHAT...I CAN'T EVEN TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE I'M SHAKING BADLY FROM IT....
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I just have to echo what Ari said about a previous blog. You are a super strong writer as well as an incredibly strong person Gygy. When I think that my life is too tough, your blogs remind me how easy I really have it. Keep it up, your writing makes a difference.
Thank you David
u have a great courage and a great great heart in you.Just like ur friend said ur a super strong person that stands firm to problems and endures them.Certanly i would like to imitate the personality of a very talented women like u! Keep up the good work. -josue-
thanks josue
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