Burning away

OK listen to this when I say everything you have done now...your life goes on so undefined why must you be so miserable and make life harder and miserable for all of us? All you do is take and take and take... you don't realize how much pain and suffering you cause. I can feel the spring rain on my skin and it slowly washes away what I feel...the rains hides the tears that I'm crying. By the way you have officially lost it all...all faith is gone..every little piece of it is gone. I slowly blend away into the background I'm not there anymore..your the one who turned away..turn your back to your own family and for what? Just tell me for what? What good did it all do? Nothing really you tore our family up...your tore up YOUR family..and for what? What good did it all do? You turned away..your going to fall.... a long fall that you will fall... I can't believe you!....I mean why did you have to do that to us? Under the rain I can feel everything burning away...slowly burning away...I'm slowly burning away..fading and blending into the background..I just don't get it why why did you? You slowly tore this family apart...why couldn't you just leave and leave us be? I'm aching inside...I try to catch my breath and see is I'm not just having a nightmare but once I catch my breath I realize that its all real...its really happening and that scares the crap out of me...I feel numb and weak...i feel as if a knife was just stabbed into me...your officially lost..you turned away...the rain hides the tears that I'm crying now..why did you cause me so much pain huh? why? I'm slowly burning away...everything burning in sight...you turned away.