NO ONE CARES

The fears that i always feared are all becoming real one at a time...everything I concealed inside is coming out and it feels as if my heart will stop..losing the choice of life is what you have done..but you will see that I maybe lost another life because of what you have done seems like you killed me. If you teared it all up...now no one cares...don't wake me up let me sleep and never wake up... I can't believe you..one at a time I watched you hurt everyone every single time I watched you cause pain...I can't even look at you or even hearing your name makes me cringe..I've forgotten who you really are..you are a monster...you are hurting yourself and others...now who cares for you? D you think they do? they don't give a crap about you! You saw that the other day when they beat you! You call that love!? You call that family? You call that caring?? We care ! We loved you! We were always there for you! But you don't care....right now I don't care! I feel like there's a FIRE burning inside me ....can someone put it out please before if sinks into me...I feel like screaming at you! WHY!? I feel such rage inside me the things I heard you say brought horror to me...I can't believe the things you said...you would do...it makes me sick and angry and I just want to scream at you in your face. One at a time I saw you tear this family up...you've lost it...you've thrown your life away!...You have torn us apart....NO ONE CARES!... GO LEAVE..I DON'T CARE ANYMORE...I HATE YOU...YOU MAKE ME SICK...I'VE FORGOTTEN WHO I AM NOW...I WANT TO JUST GO TO SLEEP AND PLEASE DON'T WAKE ME....TILL SOMEONE REALLY CARES OK...BUT GUESS WHAT NO ONE CARES! NO ONE....I NEED TO PUT OUT THIS FIRE OUT....END THIS FIGHT AND FORGET YOU...YOU BROKEN EVERYTHING....YOU'VE TEARED EVERYTHING..I'M GOING TO TRY TO REPAIR IT. BUT NO ONE CARES...IT'S OBVIOUS THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A DAM EITHER...YOU DON'T CARE ANYMORE YOU HAVE DONE IT ALL....NO ONE CARES.