Starry Night

I can see the highways from up here everything looks so small and little...I think that is how I feel...I've gone through so much..just had to much of it...where have I been? Where am I? I feel like the starry night is growing darker and closer around me and those beautiful bright shinning stars are disappearing one by one. I guess everyone of us in someway is looking for something or someone that will take away for the pain even if just for a bit...take away the pain we feel inside...something that will heal the cuts and the bruises. Everything that has happened has happened so fast...its too much...that one cannot ignore anymore...Feels like your getting closer physically but mentally the solution seems so far away. I can feel everything coming down on me..I'm falling...can I get up off the ground again? Does anyone hear me screaming and yelling in the inside? I got to get up...I have to breathe again...but how?....