What went wrong?

An empty space...this rain falls alone tonight and no one has ever felt like this before...I mean what went wrong? with him? With us? With the family? It's so sad to see us divided because of him. I feel as if I'm inside a broken box...watching as the crack grows bigger and wider as time passes...hoping time will set me free from here. Suddenly I see myself on a crowded street with a lonely stare...a thousand miles of pain in between...what went wrong? Why did it happened?I feel like an apology is needed...but do I have to or does he? Every letter that I have ever written has stayed with me...all the promises have been broken..everything all the small pieces..everything stays with me. Everything he has done will stay with me forever no matter how hard i try to forget...so close but yet so far away from happiness...the empty space seems to grow bigger...everything black and white; the joy of the color has disappeared. No one has ever felt like this before...what went wrong? Why is there this empty space?