Getting away with it once again...

Once again you have managed to mess everything up and get away with it... i literally can just imagine you there with a smirk on your face...knowing that your going to get away with it...you know what she is going to do for you is pointless...she's going to break her back for you once again....you are NOT worth it at all....you never were...sadly she cannot see that...that hurts me because of you I am suffering ... I hate feeling like this but the more I try to be happy you somehow manage to bring me down...I know i shouldn't let your problems bring me down...but its hard not to ignore the problems when they affect me...when they involve me too...I HATE YOU...i do for everything you have done...everything you have caused...for what you have done.. i cant believe this...people have come up to me and have said they feel sorry for me because of you...will I miss you? they ask me this...the answer to this question is a dead NO!...i will not miss you ever...why the heck would I? everything is just crap with you...you aren't going to change...all you have done is hurt and cause pain...right now I feel so much anger inside me...I feel like I'm starring far out into the ocean...the bottomless sea of problems because of you...slowly bringing me under.... .... I don't know what else to say... I feel so sick...